Who am I? "You're Brianne" my conscience is telling me. No really, who am I? I'm just this being, who does her same old routine every day. Wake up, go to school, extra-correcular activities after school, come home, go to sleep and then do it all over again. I feel like a robot. I've analyzed this situation and have come to a conclusion: there is no way around my daily routine. I want to break free, break free of this hell I'm living in.
I want to soar amongst the clouds and never come down. What ever happened to "enjoy life to the fullest" and "just have fun"? No, that's a thing in the past. There is no time for fun, no time for living life the way you want. All these people are expecting you to be perfect, a perfect doll on a shelf. Comments like, "oh, isn't she so great?" and "I wish my child could be like that." I can't take it anymore! All my life I've been living up to everyone's standards. "Do this, do that, don't act like this, go be good at this because it'll look good for college." When does it end?!
Here I am, laying on my bed writing this...teenage revelation if you want to call it. Who am I? I am me. I am trying to be the real me, trying to discover who I really am. But the question is, who are you?
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